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Ryan Joseph
Social Media Manager


Mind, Mother, Moon,

Why did you send me this?

I’ve been trying to connect with you,

Even when the door is closed and I’m speaking only to myself.

A relationship I don’t intend to lose but one that seems impractical to maintain.

I did what you asked and in the fashion you liked,

Only for you to add an extra step to shake me up.

Your gestures seem momentary and sporadic but I appreciate them no less.

I don’t understand what I am to do,

At this stalemate that keeps us from war.

The terrible and irreparable damage seems to keep us in limbo without love,

But driven by love no less.

So I ask again:

Why did you send me this?

Are you trying to shake the foundation which upholds me?

The same foundation that I have constructed solely.

I love you but I hate the things you do.

Originally Published on www.bandersnatch.ca Vol.49 Issue 12 on April 1st, 2020